I sit here and wonder if the timing is now, if the timing will ever be right. I laid eyes on you and caressed you once before, but it wasn’t enough. I don’t think it will ever be enough. I lay silent and study the outline of you smile. The shape of your eyes and how they light up my heart when you look my way. I can see peace, serenity, a future hidden deep within them.
At times I wonder if you feel the same or if these are all fantasies, dreams, that I have replaying in my mind hoping that one day will take grasp and materialize. I imagine my fingertips running along your skin, gently tracing every inch of you. A soft exhale. A shudder, a tingle. You slowly bite your bottom lip and close your eyes.
The very idea of you drives me crazy. My heart races and it becomes harder to breathe, harder to think.
I hope that in time you let your guard down and let me within the confines of your heart.