I’m sorry

I’m sorry that I’m flawed

That I can’t control or hide

This raw emotion

This turbulent ocean

That burns and boils over inside

I’m sorry that the ones I love most

Are the ones who hurt most

That the words that come out at times

Aren’t the ones I wish were mine

Aren’t the ones that should be in mind

I’m sorry that this anger is engrained

Within each one of my veins

Etched and scarred into my heart

A blinding, searing light into the dark

But know that with each passing day

I try to better choose the words I say

To better myself in every way

I try to leave this past behind

I try

I try

I try

To be the best version of me

That I can be, that I allow myself to be

Because you deserve that

And so much more


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